Still can't get to sleep. Am simply too excited at the prospect of going to Hong Kong tomorrow. Shall go mad shopping there. I admit that I'm not looking forward to seeing my specialist but I guess I shouldn't worry too much.

Yeah, I shouldn't worry too much.

And I'm sorry. I really am, you haven't got any idea how rotten I felt for being such a jerk. And the fact that you're being completely nice and normal to me ... makes me feel even worse. Loads worse.

I'm so sorry.

Sorry infinity.